Wiki... I understand that challenge.. i feel the same way about body image issues. I picked a man T because between the 2 necessary evils. the man seemed lessor. Do you know whether the residential therapists are male or female? this might be a good opportunity to see if seeing a female would make a difference.

Also if my memory is correct though, I thought I remember you saying that you had some body image issues related to CSA. I don't remember if your abuser was a male or female... but it might be an interesting perspective to talk through some of that with the same sex as your abuser... (sorry if my memory has failed me).