(warning ...this might piss you off a bit...it did even me when I read it back but anyway)
...damn pills...so many of the damn things

this is likely gonna get many offside here with me and ...well there ya go.

I read so much about this drug and that drug and thats ok and I take a drug to stabilise my moods...

but it's the multiple meds that freak me out like "I take this and then I take that and this and another one it's just crazy!"

I don't know what kinda doctors are elsewhere...here in Aussie land it's damn hard to get so overprescribed like that...

I mean just think about it...ok...antidepressant...likely to give anxiety that was there anyway...so a benzo chuck that in the mix...and the anti-psychotic ..probly the most imortant of all but I still can't function I'm all over the place??

or I'm psychotic...take this antipsychotic.....still anxious as heck can't sleep take a benzo and whadda ya know depressed off my head take this anti-depressant!....gave me anxiety again and more take this then.

it never ends.

the bipolar mind needs more room to move .....

I'm just sayin part of adapting to bipolar is to not completely strangle the illness with overmedication....

...and I'm honest here my type of bipolar made me abuse them anyway because it wasn't ever enough!

(I don't think I worded this too well...it's just my experience alone and pay no attention if all the meds are working and like I said I do take medication just one but I still know why I made the fuss).....

because I wasted 14 years adapting and re-adapting and trusting and all the rest of it....and nobody forced me to take any of them....

I got worse ....the more pills they gave me