Thanks so much for asking, Wikid. I didn't. I really am afraid of T getting sick of me.

I realized after thinking about it more, that H brought this up with his first therapist, who we also saw for some marriage counseling. So, it is apparently something that either bothers him or concerns him somehow. I didn't like it then either - for the same reason of feeling very exposed. My T did discuss it with me then, so I just tried to remember what he and I discussed then. I exercised until I could hardly move and then went out to dinner with friends. Just trying to stay busy and keep in mind that no one dies from shame or embarrassment.