I hear you. I think you just have to put yourself first on this... and make the T deal with it Go ahead and see which of the women would best suit you (I know, I know..) and make sure you are on the list for when they hire a male T!!!!! In the meantime you can download like you could here, but with face to face help. Female Ts have good info and support.. you don't have to get into anything heavy, just someone to vent the daily grind to???

Otherwise, you have no choice but to change ... right? So why not give it a try, maybe they will help you more than you plan, and maybe they will come up with a male T soon?? TC