the way you feel is the way i feel. and how i feel about the way my family feels about me, or even how they feel about my kids too. they do not like it when i stand up and speak my mind or say how i feel about things that been hurting me or upseting me. now they are not talking to me because of that. i do not need this from them and you do not need that from anyone who do the same to you. and i know one thing having friends or anyone who understand can help abit or little a time. i saw your picture and you are pretty. we can talk and i am here too. it helps knowing that there are anyone out there who underestands.