Thanks Wi Fighter but I'm not feeling so adorable.
(Talking about adorable-I love your red hair! - I think you look vogue with it that color. Very spunky.)

Has the world ever pulled you into it's negative force field and then saturated your whole being with it?
I can't get away from it's pull.
I'm trying to cling on to what's good, positive, loving and kind but these things keep eluding me no matter how hard I try. I'm becoming a very nasty person within my own thoughts and I'm not use to seeing the world through these eyes-which may explain why I want to gouge them out.
I feel myself becoming bitter and hateful and I want to reverse it but I don't know how.