....seems like a ridiculous obvious question...right?

but thats perhaps just premeditated yeah.
as expected...like man!...can't be that smart right?

to actually know exactly what the F is wrong with me what makes it go so bad and it's seriously not so significant.

not right now anyway

..the real question is can I maintain this stasis of harmlessness and I'm not talking about others it's only mania that wants to plant my pot....
...wants to burn my toast....knot my laces....break my glass....lose my socks break my concentration pollute my head !

I've been here before confident coping ......

it sure looks right I don't want to suddenly discover what looks wrong like it always has ....

so far

maybe....think I'm just happy