That is exactly what I have to do, and I know it. I want someone to come and drag me out of this, but there isn't anyone.

If I got something done about fixing up my place, I would feel a lot better. I am going to tell myself that I will feel stronger tomorrow. My bag is all packed with what I need for the "Y" swimming pool. So there is no reason not to go there one morning this week. I have to just tell myself that it will make a difference. And it will. Doing things does, sooner or later, make a difference.

I am greatly helped by the encouragement. Thank you. (Oh, as far as the computer goes - I have tried every variation there is. I have to not be on too long. If I get my activity up to a normal level, then I will be able to go on the computer for reasonable intervals.)