It isn't necessarily a fear of what is outside my home, per say. I do have an anxiety disorder, and I know that it is that and the depressive cycle I'm in that is causing this.
I have both a T that I speak to on a weekly I have talked to him on the subject, and he is currently attempting to help me. The only problem with that is that I didn't mention it until our last sessions, because before that, I didn't realize it was a problem.

Thank you, Rose. It is good to hear I'm not alone in this experience