yeah it's cool hey?
be gentle with yourself though eloquent....no pushing is the best ....you know where the door is and after a bit of time we discover it opens just as easily as it shuts yep...
I really like mine closed locked bolted and welded to the darkness fused to my misery to the max!
....it's just the way I am but I gotta have a peek sometimes and I can always go back in and try again later