When I saw my psychologist 3 weeks ago, he diagnosed me as being Hypomanic. The week after that, I saw him and it turned into a manic episode diagnosis. I left out the fact that I was having morbid thoughts and a bunch of other thing associated with "depression".

Now, unlike before, I think the depressive side of things is out weighing the mania and I am having such a terrible go of things.

Stupid me, decided 3 weeks ago when I was mostly manic to stop talking my meds because I "didn't need them".

It feels like I shot myself in the foot on this one.