This is something I know will be very sad for me, Every time I think of it I cry I am finding life very difficult right now, I feel numb everyday and I feel like life can't go on at times but I know that I am grieving.

Saying final goodbye to mum is going to be so hard I have written a letter to her so I can read it out in church.

I do appreciate everyone that has sent me their condolences at this very sad time