So as you may read in some of my posts I suffer with anxiety and depression and recently It's comming back, it's always been there I guess but emotions are strong and I think it could be my relationship that causes it.

About 4 months ago my girlfriend dumped me of 2 years via a phone call and told me it was officially over no matter what. The week after this she ignored me and I met someone else, after dating this girl a picture of us appeared on facebook and my ex girlfriend saw it, she suddenly started talking to me again and to cut a long story short I went back to her, the thing is we are back together and I dunno if It's the right thing she doesn't allow me to smoke she doesn't like me drinking and she's stopped us having sex because she's following her chirstian faith. I feel this is unfair as when we met she loved having sex she's fine with foreplay just no sex before marriage, that's atleast 3-4 years away. I will be 27/28 years old then.. I don't want to waste my youth so when I'm older I'm not one of those single guys divorced in a pub day in and day out (no offence to anyone doing that). I'm constantly having to lie about not smoking and I'm finding myself meeting other women. I love her to bits but its not fair to change so much. She's put weight on aswel like 2 stones so the attractive side is going, that may seem shallow but I can't help it. Girls seem to be very interested in me but I dunno. She won't even move out with me until marriage. I feel like It's right but also wrong. She's my world but this whole Christianity thing is not me at tge moment. I really need good advise. My career is going well and so is hers we would be well off in the future. When I dated that other girl I felt free and alive but I really could not trust her. I can't even watch porn now as my gf thinks It's bad and makes her insecure, she questions the paper I buy due to semi naked photos on page 3...

Thanks
Dan