Thanks all.

The Pdoc at the hospital diagnosed me as "Bipolar, severe, mixed episodes, psychotic behavior".

I suppose all of that just about explains what's going on, with Zyprexa side effects mixed in.

The Zyprexa has taken the edge off, to the point where I'm somewhat functional. But I'm still waiting for the Lithium to work. I've also considered trying Lamictal as well.

I guess I was just embarrassed, I was sort of in a manic frenzy when I posted this. I'll give it time. Time heals everything, right?