Hi! I just started going back to meetings even though i have 5yrs sober, i stoped going to meetings when i met my ex (put all my eggs in one basket!) now that im back im finding it really hard to feel comfertable with poeple in the rooms. i feel alone there. i just reallyyy want to fit right in but i know it doesnt work that way. my sponser says once i start step 4 i will feel more a part of AA. Also i feel like i want my defects to be taken away right now because i feel like they are holding me back from so much but im just going to stick with working the program and slowly building friendships, like you guys said progress not perfection!