Oh I'm so sorry (((avoice))))))
Is there away you can get an order of protection?
Do you have safe places you can go to and Safe people and Safe Support systems.
Your so in my thoughts (((avoice)))) I I think IF you have your "ducks in a row" and you have safe people for support etc... Hopefully that by going day by day Life won't seem so overwhelming.
crossing fingers and UM.....................
if you want I can be one of your Safe Support people in a heartbeat......

(((avoice)))) and yes this is much easier to say then do but lets try to see if you can live your life the way you choose to and that it gets to a point that he will disappear from your life. Trying to stay positive and grounded to help you hopefully you will do the same.
You are very strong and I know you don't feel strong yet when I get to talk to me you seem very together and very strong. I wouldn't mess with you!
Peace to you and

Crew