I used to get freezes where I would just. Stop for a moment, often in the middle of speaking. Lowered my Seroquel, pretty much took care of it.

When this happens there's no focusing to be done... I call the pain a headache, but it's not like a headache you might take aspirin for. That's just the only word I can come with that's even close to the feeling. It's like I start trying to organize something-a menu, to-do list, a project, whatever. Everything just seems to go off the rails. And it hurts!!!

Some of the suggestions in the "Discipline" thread might help, if I can manage to stay together long enough to make an extremely detailed "to-do plan".

To be honest, I'm beginning to get a bit older, this disease has stolen a career I loved, my family, my home and my reputation. I've found something i would like to do in this next phase of my life, and I don't want to lose out again to my bad brain!!!