I try to don't think about that what I'm doing and how. I heard so many times that I can't do anythink good and every single move was wrong. It's incredible that just a teacher can do so big damages in your mind. Thanks to parents and really close friends I started accept my work. Never thought it'll be so hard to forget. But the only thing I can do is trying to see/believe to other that I'm worth sth and don't give up so easy. Maybe some day I will sure who I really am.