thank you sky,always,cutenotcrazy,and zen13 for all you advice.Im sorry I havent answered back.But,that
was cause I was in the psych ward for self injury,seeing and hearing things that werent there,and
attempting suicide.I just got out 2 days ago.I was in there for a month but,now that most of my problems are returning I just wish I was back there in the dark,padded quiet room,alone with my own thoughts and away from the troubles of daily life.