thank you everyone for giving me advice.I havent answered back in awile cause i was in the psych ward.
I REALLY REALLY REALLY wish i was just back in the hospital,(i got out 2 days ago)and left alone with my own thoughts.Noone understands me.Not my pdoc,not my regular doctor,not even the kids at school,or my guidance counsellor.How are you supposed to tell someone if when you try to they wont listen?sometimes I just think about how so much happier everyone would be if i were never born.They would probably be happy.Noone would have to drive me to the psychiatrist everyday,noone would have to drive me to the hospital every month to have CT scans done and noone would have to help me with my homework because im too RETARDED to understand it myself.Im just so messed up right now.