give it some time. it takes time to adjust to being back in complete control of w hat you do, when you do it, and so on. my last hospitalization it took two months for me to adjust. Some people it takes less then a month for others is can take up to 6 months to adjust to not being on the hospital schedules and having someone right there all the time ready and willing to listen at the drop of a hat, telling you when to take meds, when to get up, sleep activites to do and so on. Hang in there.