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Originally Posted by genetic
My heart goes out to each of you. How you've managed to become such good, compassionate people having lived through all of these episodes described is an amazing tribute to your strength and sanity.
I've heard one psychiatrist say that "it's a tragedy" regarding all of the things some children go through in being reared. But the truth is, that almost all of you have
maintained a wisdom and understanding of life that many, many do not have.
Is it possible that it could have all been some type of blessing that was given to you
for your maturity? And that you will never let that happen to your children?
I never thought of bipolar illness as anything except an inherited illness. I wonder now, after reading all your posts, if it's a mental illness brought on by abuse of one
type or another. Nevertheless, you've all made it through it admirably. And
that's another thing my psychiatrist said, "you made it through it alive".
Keep your spirits strong and know that all will be better as you live your lives in
helping others and watch your children grow into smart, compassionate, and thinking people.
Thanks for these posts.
Genetic
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Your observations are valid, genetic; however, in my case I inherited my bipolar from my abuser-my father. I will never consider the damage a "blessing". Perhaps it was a lesson learned too early that guides me to provide all possible opportunities to make sure that my children have normal, happy childhoods.
I do agree that the ptsd caused by csa may affect the brain in some way. I will have to check the internet for any research in this area.
Like HB, one of my children has been diagnosed with a mood disorder and displays symptoms similar to mine. He has had a wonderful childhood and medications along with therapy allow him to control his moods, for the most part.
In my case, oddly enough I am now more angered by the bipolar legacy I have inherited because this is a lifelong illness, a constant reminder. I think if my childhood had been a happy one, I would be much more capable of accepting my bipolar dx instead of hoping that more than one professional has made a mistake. This is what therapy is for, right?
Thanks for your input.