I've just been feeling down. I liked someone, slept with them during the middle of the month when hypomanic which I regret because it happened too soon and I should have had respect for both our bodies. Anyway, I've tried apologising, but I feel like the whole thing is being dumped on me when it obviously takes two. This makes me feel even more shamefaced and disgusted at myself. I don't know how to live with the two extremes. I know I'm liked when generally hyper and sociable but apparently not when it turns sexual. This girl knows about my MH condition. Hm, I'm just down. x