the main problem with josh is that he is arrogant with it, he knows hes popular, he knows hes loved, so he feeds on that completely, he is definately an attention seeker. he has no time for me, we had a chat not so long ago but i could never put across my opinion to him as he always would turn the conversation around to himself. he is like this in front of the girls, hes very 'confident' of himself but his attitude in front of girls is different to his attutude in front of blokes, as in most people. personally, i cant do that and i wont, i have to remain genuine, and if thats where i am going wrong, then i guess i will go wrong forever because i will not try to be like him in any way, i am reasonably happy with who i am, i no i have alot to offer, but it does bring u down bein surrounded by people like josh day in day out.
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