Thanks so much! I know when I finally get to meet my lil duckling it will make it all worth it but right now it just feels like torture. In a weird way I am a little glad that I'm putting on some weight, if only so I can turn it into some awesome muscles later instead of the emaciation I had before. I know I'm going to do it right this time, and luckily my partner is being so supportive of the "more working out and less not eating".

And yeah my family is being a total drag. They didn't understand before and they just plain ol don't get it at all now.