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Originally Posted by hartbroken
Did I ever have faith? I thought I had faith at one time. I don't know if it's my fault or not. I can't find God and He knows that. I have no interest in anything, totally depressed and manic at the same time. It's a living hell. I just don't want to suffer forever from mental torture. Does anyone hear me?
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Maybe if you believe in your Higher Power instead of looking for or having faith in a biblical God. I don't even pray anymore to a biblical God but instead address all my prayers to my higher power who is also at times my teddy bear.
Instead of praying to the biblical God I send him messages that I write down then burn so the smoke rises upward toward heaven and hopefully he will see my message and then send back his own written messages. I still have yet to get a smoking message from Him, but you never know.
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