I did it!! I crochet the hat -- accomplishment.. and to all the times that I said- I can't get this, I don't get this, I can't make a hat, it wont be a hat.. and now-- Hat
and of course I am strange, I find this hat symbolic-- especially with all that has been going on with me... keep trying!!
hat hat hat hat hat hat sorry but since like 2011 i have been wanting to make a hat and just not get it- i gave up for a little bit, came back and this last weekend I needed to do something, and hat came out....

be well all