I didn't know what to say or post in this thread.

I wanted to ... but I just couldn't.

I do hide. Hide physically sometimes, but moreso the metaphorical thing where you hide how you are, what you're thinking and all that junk.

Me hiding physically means I have a few dozen people trying to locate me (the whole university thing and attending classes and the like).

I hide too often from people online though. Even those I like, and who might understand. You all as an example. Just "lurking" and not posting ... yeah, I do that on occassion.

I might come back and post something else, but its a start.