Im not going to try to convince you different now because you are not in a place to hear it. Just tuck my words away somewhere for later. you are worthy of love and there is someone in your life who loves and cares about you.It just doesnt seem that way when you are hurting this bad. I care that you hurt enough to hurt yourself. I know what it likes to feel that way and it makes me sad that you have to hurt like that. If I could be there to hold you I would, even though I dont know you. You dont deserve to hurt like that. Nobody does. I know that hurt. Please take care of yourself.