Everything will be okay. <3 I promise. I've been at the spot you're in. Whenever you feel like cutting, think of why you shouldn't. Do you see what it does to you? It's taking control of your life. It's hurting you. You may think it helps, but it's only making it worse. It's only going to make you more depressed. And you may feel like you want to die...but trust me, you don't. Dying right now, would be the worst thing that could happen. Cutting, and dying may feel like an escape, but it's only making things worse. Just keep telling yourself that it's okay. You CAN stop cutting. It'll be hard. But it's something you NEED to do. You need to get some kind of counseling, or therapy. You need to have someone you can talk to, when you breakdown and want to hurt yourself.