Hey SunGdss

Not sure what I really wanted to say but just wanted to acknowledge you and say I've had similar experiences of not feeling anything. It really alarmed me, but wierd, even the alarm I felt was numbed....

Looking back, I think it amounted to an extended period of shock, maybe something similar to PTSD, when so much comes in and the mind simply cannot process it all and shut down is the only sane response...

Just wanted you to know someone out here was listening and cares... if you want to add more, I know you'll recieve understanding and compassion.

It's easier said than done, but try not to shut yourself off... lonliness will drive anyone crazy...

"Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but rising every time we fall." Confucius