I don't reckon you are a huge weirdo because of what you are saying here...if you are? then that makes me one as well and I'm already a huge weirdo because of other things and being twice a huge weirdo just can't be fair

people make me nervous....I get exhausted around them I be friendly and respectful and go about my thing...sometimes I sit there at night and think "oh crap man!!....bit lonely here!"....but I do really like my own space even though I drive 'me' nuts sometimes need to slap meself...aaaah! and poke in the eye....aaah! again

over 95% of my memories only really have me in them, it doesn't mean the other 5% weren't special...and it could be just a phase and eventually get comfortable to share myself more...maybe you too? ...thing is though, I'm content to cruise along by myself, have a couple of contacts but generally stay the loner.

there is something satisfying I reckon....for a person to be independant and not be insecure cos they are by themselves....I aim to keep getting more confident about it

it's not worth it just to be around people for fear that you're a huge weirdo if ya don't because some folks just aint any good for you anyway....it's ok

not a huge weirdo nope!