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Originally Posted by BlueInanna
Looks like your jam let up Monkey dear, lol 
But I have this sort of brain jam. I cannot get **** done. I cannot wrap my head around how to clean my house and be organized. I really want to be. I know I've got a lot going on with being single with 3 kids, 2 of which have this bp/adhd combo, myself having the bpII/add combo, running a business.
I think I will just start walking around with a big trash bag. And start from there. Oh never mind, bp son just came whining he needs food. And I'm thinkin, you're 16 make your own food and how about you actually clean up after yourself! I want to hide, I don't know if I can do all this.  |
...damn Blue I'm real sorry I took so long to write I said I would but...ironically I hit a wall as well where I couldn't get **** done either and what a goose if I thought I could solve your house cleaning dilemma at the time....oh the audacity!!
...I must say though that yes "you did say it!"....you have a lot going on there HEAPS...and it's possible (yep) that your 'future' brain goes and makes things crap for 'present' brain by just arriving in the 'future' and it does this really add quickly and ....waddaya know??....theres nuthin' done yet in the future and it's maybe like getting to the train station when it's real important to get the train but ya just forced to stand there and watch it pull away into the distance and on that train was the 'how to do all this crap!' booklet of instructions...
...bleh I'm rambling...and there be no other train comin' anytime soon...
it's damn explosive the mental pressure that builds up especially when getting started just aint happening and more crap arrives as the clock ticks like a time bomb...
I don't have the workload anywhere like you have Blue...WOW!! you do amazingly
...when I get trapped in my incompetent huge world ...I try to ....(it's hard)...try to beam myself up into semi-orbit mentally and look down at all the millions of tiny houses on the surface of Earth and imagine all the even teenier tiny humans inside the tiny houses all struggling some more some less with all their responsibilities...like watching ants...like getting a bit of perspective ...
(damn all that sounds way too rational for me and I do like the garbage bag idea very cool just "bag it all up" chuck it out the door
