I haves a severe bipolar 1 disorder that doesn't respond well to medication. I don't experience anger or irratibility. I fall madly in love with humanity when I am Manic. I become obsessed with ending human suffering. My plans are usually bizarre and unrealistic. I am extremely creative. I make films, dance in a troupe, and write. My depressions are a brutal battle like wrestling with a big black python possessing supernatural powers. I have to be hospitalized far too often. We have a grreat psychward here. They allow my film and dance collaboraters visit for rehearsals and work on creative projects. The let us use the solarium. My collaboraters have nicknamed the pschward the spa.