sometimes - like now - i just feel so bad. tomorrow i'll be ok...but now, i feel so depressed, for no reason, i want to cut, i don't want to go on, i just want to lie down and be nothing any more, just drift in space, no worries, no feelings...why do I always think of other people's feelings, so that i dont do anything to myself, if i dont think about them it doesnt matter, but...i don't know i am just feeling really confused, i dont know what i want, now and in the future, just drifting, do I want a future? i dont know...

RIP Dexter...

<font color=red>The best dog ever!!!</font color=red>