I understand Miguel'smom. I cry everyday, because of all the bills we have. Most of them are medical bills too. My husband gets paid through odd jobs, and I am on unemployment (which is going to run out in a week).

My PDoc recommended state disability, because it was obvious to him that I was in no condition to even go on a job interview, let alone nab a job. My husband assures me that he will find more employment, just to keep my stress level down, but how long can we last on one income?

My PDoc said that SSDI is the next step if state disability is not enough. I am aware that I will most likely be denied at first, but my husband has been my advocate all this time, and is not willing to give up as easily as I do. He really does love me and it makes me cry that I put him through so much crap.

Anyway, we are going to pinch our pennies until we figure out what we are going to do.