I know this maybe the wrong forum to post this but i feel that this is right one. I haven't been diagnosed with anything. But i guess I will go on with the point.

Okay well my mood swings are out of wack, one minute I cam be happy then one little thing will set it off and I'll be angry, or sad. Something as small as my daughter asking me for a drink will make me angry. When I get mad I hit things, throw things, slam doors. But lately its got worse. When I'm not all i.want to do is hurt someone so bad. For example someone pulled out in front of me and stopped in the middle of the road, I had to swerve not to hit them. It took all i had to get out of my car and start yelling and hitting the other driver. Or I was so aggravated about having to clean my house I waa ready to burn it down. I yell a lot, I have been told I pick fight a lot with people. Mainly my loved ones. When I talk I don't think before I speak. My words don't make sense half of the.time.

I get depressed a lot. It's not to the point where I stay in bed. I do have kids to take care of. I just get really down, and feel worthless, like I'm nothing. I feel life is pointless, I have turned to cutting when I get depressed or angry. I just don't have the same Intrest for anything I did years ago. By the way this has been going on for almost six years. It was small at first now its worse.

Umm let's see, I get in these happy moods where I'm restless, and just want to talk, I can't sit still and have to move around but i get bored easily. I am a totally diffrent person when I'm in this odd happy mood. I have great confidence when I'm in this mood. But the mood never last long.

There's a lot more to this I will tell you if you want. But i want to do OS this possible bipolar or not? Has any of you guys felt this way?