Im so sorry its so hard. I totally hear you. For weeks is such a long time! I hope it goes by really fast for you. Can you find things to do to keep you busy? My T has been gone for almost a year now, and sometimes it feels like time is must standing still. I try to read a LOT and ive taken up a new hobby to try to keep myself busy, i also joined a gym. Maybe you could take a craft class, or find a good book series, or go out with friends or something to help time pass a bit better?