I'm scared, confused. I have been up since 4 am and I can't figure it out. My short term memory is gone. I'm having trouble remembering what I did 5 min ago, really. My cat scared me, never happened before. My 2 yr old came out of her room and scared the s--t out of me. I'm shaky, trembling, crying...I know I was going somewhere with that line of thought but it is gone. I was up when my husband left for work, I think he said something about a bug on the living room wall, but I can't really remember it. It's like it is almost within reach but I can't get it. What is wrong with me? I want to call my mom but I know she isn't up yet. I'm really scared, this has never happened to me before. I just keep crying. I don't really feel depressed. Somebody help me please. I can't seem to get across how I feel.