Please DON'T go back. Like Yoda said, you cannot "fix" him and by enabling that kind of behavior, you're going to be just making him worse. You don't want to 'go along'' with that kind of stuff or he'll really think he's normal and he's not.
You may still 'love' him but I think you feell more pity for him than REAL live. You may feel more responsiblity for him than REAL love. But you don't deserve to live in a nightmare like that and that's just what it is. Are you sure you really want to live in a psycho-type environment like that? Wouldn't you rather have a normal life like most people?
Please, let the professionals take care of him as best they can. You just can't do it. It's time for YOU -- that's why you divorced him. Move on and seek a life of normalcy. You DESERVE IT. You served your time. God bless and please take care. Hugs, Lee PS -- keep us posted, ok?
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