((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ (((((((( HUGS ))))))))
I understand how you are feeling, for this sounds just like me in my early years before I started counseling or got put on any medicine.... if you are now going through any thing like I did, I later found out that I had: DID, Clinical Depression, PTSD, and severe Anxiety from my past finally coming to light (the issue I never dealt with).
Please by all means contact your Pdoc and see if he/she might be able to give you some thing for your mood swings / nerves and then get a referral for some counseling.
LoVe,
Rhapsody -