...Hi heart111...

...Welcome to PC...

...Oh yeah...That was my drink of choice...I couldn't get enough...100 proof straight out of the bottle...nearly killed myself...The story goes..."Then I started drinking vodka"...It's in every Alkies story... when they say vodka the end is near...I went to detox because I had the DT's and seizures...8 days in detox helped break the drinking pattern...It's great that you admit you have a problem...thats half the battle...hope you find a program thats the right fit...Stay sober your worth it...