It's been on my mind a lot for about the passed four days....I've started having
disaster type dreams and they're only going to get worse the more theses memories
come.....times like these abuse and rape seem to follow me around. Stories on the news,
a friend sharing her story....the thoughts in my head.
I don't think how any of it felt will ever go away because it all still feels just as intense
as when I first remembered the beginning and that was more than a decade ago.
My doc tells me I can't drink or do drugs. People get upset if I cut.
Wtf am I supposed to do with these memories and feelings....