sorry the last message got screwed up i ended up somehow not taking my medication and apparently whatever i have been going through is nowhere near close to what if anyone went through because nobody gave a crap to really tell me anyone who plays catch with a person is really just wanting to get revenge and humiliate them anyone who did not care what i thought or if i had an illness really has no power to even use it or any actions for their benefit all they can do is just keep things from me to exist their was a time i had special plans for the world and them well just them if they exist/ed not going after things people would not care to let me fight or respond to and if they feel i need to admit to anything they do also makes you wonder why they even did anything without really doing anything your just saying that you need things whatever way