I really dislike the feeling of depression. I couldn't even eat half of my dinner. I tried but I didn't feel like it. I've been having odd dreams too. My mood is slowly improving but I'm still in the depressed. I feel like I have landed in a deep, black hole. I feel like I'm not living in the real world, it's hard to explain. Then, I feel like not much care about me. I feel some people only use me when they feel like it. I had a thought such as "That's it, I'm done with this life". But I'm trying to fight it. I'm trying to watch funny videos to cheer me up.