All,

I realize that I'm in a significant amount of pain....hurt.

You see, Tuesdays are ...or I should say ....were, my therapy day.

I gained through therapy, *****ed about therapy, freaked out as a result of therapy, hated therapy and ended therapy with two different providers in less than a year.

Tuesday was my T day for a long time, and the last two T experiences BOMBED.

So Tuesdays are really hard for me now. I "terminated" therapy and have not found a new therapist. And I'm not making much progress...so, the deal is that Tuesdays are hard.

I'm not specifically asking for input of any kind...no real question, just wondering if anyone gets me on this one.

I feel better by Thursday but Tuesday is really tough. I have been trying to schedule something fun, and last night I went out with friends. But I must say, I miss the pressure valve that therapy...even bad therapy...can be.

I hope that some day I can reclaim my Tuesdays...and I won't have this horrible feeling to wade through.