I was keeping in touch with my ex boyfriend and he basically said he can't keep acting like an emotional bf to me just because I need it. He told me I treated him poorly and he deserves better. He basically made me feel like I'm a big meanie. I'm pissed and upset and now he's backing off whatever that means.

I also just got back from a funeral and wake for a friend I had all growing up. I feel like I have Boone. Normally my ex, who WAS like a best friend to me, would be there. I literally have noone. My mom and I are driving back from the funeral and can't wait to get home to my apartment so I can isolate.

I deleted him from my phone so I wouldn't be tempted to text him. The way I left it was I said 'ok, I'll leave u alone' and he said ok. Wtf! I'm so alone