I haven't talked to supervisor or HR at all.
Supervisor is young and inexperienced. At my annual review a couple of weeks ago, when she was tearing me a new A-hole and telling me what a terrible worker I am and what a bad year I had last fiscal year (although my previous review was glowing), she mentioned me nodding off in a couple of meetings. When I said, "That's because I have sleep apnea and --" and then she interrupted and said she wasn't going to listen to a medical excuse, someone else in the department has sleep apnea but he isn't falling asleep, and it all boils down to all of us doing our work without excuses.
So, because of her reaction to me simply nodding and catching myself two times in meetings a year ago (and never actually falling asleep at work), I'm afraid to tell her what's up.
Plus she's buddies with a couple of people in the department, who were her buddies before she was promoted a few months ago. They're constantly in her office with the door shut, going to lunch, etc., and I know whatever I tell her will be shared with these folks.
I believe I'm still hypomanic. Have been for a couple of weeks now.
I'm anxious to see the psychologist and get this show back on the road.
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