Thanks for your replies. Here in the UK it is appalling the waiting lists on the NHS and that includes mental health problems. I have often thought about moving to the USA, and in fact my husband is in Pennsylvannia on business this week! I also have an aunt in Florida whom I have never met and lots of cousins out there. Its so tempting to get better healthcare for us all and especially for my 10 year old son who has autism.

I have had terrible terrible issues with my mother for years, my 3 brothers never bother with us or our children they are so entirely selfish and my husbands parents both passed away - so we have very little family and what we do have we have just had one hassle after another after another, its been hell and back for both of us.

It will be good to get therapy underway, I just want to feel well - I havent been happy in such a long long time.

Thanks for listening