Great the computer ate my message. I am sorry about my ignorance. I have seen so many letters that stand for things on my visits here that they often run together. I don't know if I can help, I can try. I have had the unfortunate experience with childhood neglect, rape, and sexual abuse. I am not going to impose myself on you. If you would like to PM me you may. There are alot of phyco's out there who want to here an unfortunate story and will PM you to find out any dirt they can. That is not me. If you would like to PM me you may. Even if I cannot help I can listen and sometimes that is all we really need. Someone to listen and care. we just want to be heard. I cannot do a lot of things but I can listen. If it makes you feel any better I have a learning disibility that makes it hard to remember anything I read for mor then a half hour or so. So any way thank about it. I'm here to pm or at your thread.